Shattered but Repaired

computer

2006-07-21T09:21:00.000+08:00

waaahh!!! my updated blog is not so updated anymore because of the blasted computer broke down....So sad....

To top it all of I was doing my medical paper the time it got broken and I had to do it all over again because even reformatting couldn't fix it. haaay....

anyway, just a two week stretch for critical care nursing and we shift to psychiatric nursing, sana ok naman at sana magawa na computer ko...

I went out yesterday and some triggering factor just made me pop and lucky was just laughing his heart out while I was rattling away. Abah, minsan lang un ah...

anyway, to the lighter side of things, my birthday's up in the next month bwahahaha.... I wonder where we and my friends would go. Perhaps, out dancing. We're improving in the "going out gimmick area." HEhehehe!!!

The yearly wish list for birthdays:

A laptop would be nice for a birthday presentm because the computer is rather useless and pathetic downstairs accumulating all the dirt. ahhahahaha wish ko lang!!!

A white and/or silver watch would be nice, maximizes how conscious I am with time, hehehe

Ribbed blouses would be superb. I've always wanted one just didn't end up buying

Since my sister has been here and my mom sharing my accessories, earrings or a ton of other accessories would be cool.

Aaahh.. chili papas or a bag hehehehe

perhaps some new sandals...

Sarap mangarap ahahahahaha!!!!

Special Thanks to Ate Mawi for letting me use for computer!

photos

2006-07-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

Check out my photos section uploaded new pics!!!

dahil ikaw

2006-07-02T15:40:00.000+08:00

Dahil Ikaw
Artist: True Faith

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May lungkot na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba’y hindi maintindihan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong isipan
May nakita ka ba na ibang kasiyahan

[Refrain]
Nandito lang ako
Naghihintay sa iyo
Na mapansin ang aking damdamin
Na para lang sa iyo

[Chorus]
Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May sakit na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba ay sinasaktan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong panaginip
Na tayong dalawa’y masayang magkapiling

(Repeat Refrain)(Repeat Chorus)

Sana’y pagbigyan ang nadaramang ito
Sana masabi mo na mahal mo rin ako

Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo

Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)

*Well, a very mushy song but I like it...

kulit

2006-07-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

Do you have this one person whom you are really annoyed with?

The site of them or the mere line from ratatatatat mouth seemed to increase your vascular resistance, increase your heart rate there by increasing your blood pressure. If intracerebral bleed would happen more often your brain would have bleeding profusely because of this person.

Well, for me it was the yaya of my nephews kenzo and zachi. But ha! After tonight she'll be long gone. Known for her super short shorts, making up stories to get my mom's heart and mostly her over top explanation of things which would only make you smirk.

Sayonarra!

Kung iisipin nyo kawawa lang un sa min ng aking ama dahil pinagtutulungan namin minsan. But hey she asked for it.

Perhaps, the major boiling point would be, tuwing sinasagot niya ang mama ko. Abah nag dudunong-dunungan ng wala sa lugar. Naku po, magsisimula pa lang yan sumagot, kumukulo ang dugo ko.

Sa kanyang pagalis, siguro mababawasan ang kulay dito sa bahay. One things for sure, I'm glad she's going.

And as long as ABS CBN creates its telenovela, my mom will continue to be the animated her that we love to watch and that won't make our house less boring at all...

superman

2006-06-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

Why do we cater to all the super hero movies? I was watching superman today and the thought of having a super hero would be superb.

Well, I think most people just want to be rescued <- I think you've all have read this line at least once or twice. In this troublesome world, it would not be crazy to long for your super man or wonderwoman by your side.
Yes, its hard... look at Mary Jane in spiderman, it took two movies for her to actually know spidey.

I guess, its just the security that one brings... A very warm feeling one would dare not refuse.

Well, I know where my safest place is...

allergy

2006-06-25T11:04:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning... I'm Ok na...

I was sick yesterday and I was sleeping the whole day because of the medications I took...

Well as much as I explained to my mom that it was the champorado that triggered the anaphylactic shock... She was too angry that I went out friday night, saying that it was because of the alcohol I took.

Alas, it may be hard to stay out late again because of the event.

In a brief history...

I woke up Saturday morning and ate breakfast. It was champorado my mom made from scratch. I was talking to my boyfriend on the cell then after some minutes I noticed tightness around my throat, laryngospasms. It seem sinasakal ako. Then it got worse, I had a hard time breathing plus a massive headache that kept me lying in bed.

To my dismay, our family doctor was out on a house call. We decided to go to another clinic but alas it was raining very hard so the streets were flooded. We just waited for the doctor to arrive.

When I had me checked, the diagnosis was I had an allergic reaction to the food.

No matter how he (the doctor) explained that it couldn't have been the alcohol because it just happened this morning, my mom was determined it wasn't the champorado and it was because of my gimmick. HOw sad... I wonder how long before I hear the end of this sermon

note: i don't really eat champorado i just tried it this one time

The blasted meds made me sleep the whole day sheezz...

Well I had so much fun friday night. We should do it more often. A great detox!

Panic

2006-06-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

It was friday... exhausted from the week's activities... Go home excitedly want to ust this computer... And there they were... the awesome three Sam, Gio and Kenzo... playing with this precious piece of technolgy.

And so... I waited...

Suddenly.. toot... tooot... tooot... <- I dread this sound. The sound from a messed up computer. A messed up CPU to be exact.

I was in panic... What have they done...

Waaahhh!!! THis is not the most conducive time for the computer to get broken. We had duty the next week which meant papers. How am I suppose to survive without my trusty computer, noting of course that I have terrible penmanship.

And like the angel of fathers day, my brother to the rescue... but of course I had to do the dirty work of taking the attachments off the back and opening up the PC. Then he did his magic...

and now, I am overjoyed... once I again I am reunited with my computer... haaay...

third day funk

2006-06-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

Third Day Funk

It has been just 3 days since the beginning of classes, but the lecture of our n109.1 seem to make everything feel i have been in school for a month. No matter how toxic it may seem I'm glad I'm back in school.

To be around my friends and of course, to have "baon." Hehehe!!!

Sabi nga nila huling hirit na lang to dapat hindi na pumalpak. Nakow po! Dinedescribe pa lang nila kung anong mangyayari ngayong sem parang nakakatakot at masaya na rin at the same time. Pero siyempre tulad ung sabi nila hindi naman kami makakarating sa antas na ito kung hindi pa kami handa.

Just imagine we're dealing with patients in life threatening conditions. Sounds very critical... well it actually is.

Perhaps after next week, this blog will be not so updated anymore. Hehehe!

I'll miss it dearly... so baka hindi ko din matiis. Hehehe!

month

2006-06-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

Keeping it together...
* gotta post this...

There are just these random thoughts that has bothered me for the past days.
I can't believe that in my senior year something like this would happen. (this pertaining something i dare not to publish here)
Ever felt that the past is repeating itself. One of my fears... Alas because of this person everything just seems very sad... like the black hole of sadness...
why because...

the fact that there are some people who are just oblivious to the world and does not seem to consider other factors
and you're hear them say that they mean no harm...
and you actually believe them..
However they don't have the slightest idea of they've caused trouble because they are too engrossed about thinking that they've done nothing wrong

Hurt-- yes... Sad -- very true...

But there are things that still keep me together

Why a New blog

2006-06-11T10:16:00.000+08:00

Why this new blog?!?

I found a blogskin I like... However, it was the same skin my friend was using so I opted to change it
And I'm still frustrated because I didn't use it, so I try to explore new additions to my saved template...
I got engrossed with searching for blogskins, I haven't spent this much time in the computer for the longest time
And its quite a waste if I didn't actually put the things I found into waste...
I've been wondering how people make their blog so nice... (I'm not saying mine is really nice right now but I like it..)
And I've been envious and agitated because of that thought...
While searching for blogskins, I had this new found likeness to tatty bears... (However it was so hard to find the one I really like)
Perhaps...(Itago natin siya sa pangalang "luis"). Perhaps luis is tired of my rantings about my blog hopping...
And he's now laughing his heart out because I'm engrossed in fixing this...
And while he's reading this... his probably wondering why he is in it anyway... hehehe

testing one two

2006-06-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

testing...